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BOOKS PUBLISHED:
 DAWN OF ME
Dawn of me dusk of free
So fast it finds me so soft
It touches me madly I agree
To see the portal beneath me
Focus fondly as a MONET
It paints me the sensation finds
Me to move and teach me
Discover and reach me
Master of rain it feels me
My soul it carries me
To the moment it takes me
And finally MAKES ME
a final goodbye
surely you must know how i truley feel deep within
and if you could see into I deep within
my darling you would
never question
ever again
Yes I hide away when i catch a fright
of my heart just might
be again shattered by the
misunderstanding foolish fights
and often when i was hoping u to take
such a notice of my feeling such dismay
was when you turned toward the opposite
Though my love so dear
there is no fault for those many tears
miscommuncation in the moments
we so deeply feared is what renderered
all the tenderd tears
i am beyond placing on you the blame
so past hast that phase ,o understanding the clashing
of our ways ... and overcoming all the bitter sad pain
will only shine light on the rain where my love we very well just may
make a rainbow the place af the pain take ....hope you get the jist
of what i am trying to relay ....that through word play have been so longing to say
to james come what may
my love for thee shall
eternally remain
FAR RUN FROM WE
How far is the truth from a lie
When the answer lies inside
Inside of you inside of eye
But it is not always true that
I And you see the same truth
So how do we avoid confrontation
When we are drawn homosapiean
Way of following way of following
Way of falling
To rise higher is to realize the truth is not
A word to speak when words can lie
Words can defeat the
way we could have gone
if we Had not thought
about it so long
So self deception has no boundaries
And mass deception is knowing nothing
This is how we run and run from we
If we even stop maybe we could see
no need to run so simple to just be
DAISYS DAY
FOUND YOU IN A MEADOW OF DAISYS OH SO SWEET I LOOKED AT U AS I SAW THE FLOWERS WILTING AWAY
NEGLECTED ALWAYS YOU WERE SO I SAID TO MYSELF WHATEVER FOR YOU WERE THE BLESSING I WAS ASKING TO REPLACE THE PAIN AND COVER THE STAIN SO I NEVER DEALT WITH MY FATHERS DEATH I ALWAYS STARTED AT THE TOP FORGETTING YOU HAVE TO CRAWL BEFORE YOU WALK SAW YOUR FATHER IGNORE YOU AND MY MOTHER TREAT YOU THE SAME AS I BEFORE I WAS THE COURAGEOUS SAVER OF THE DAY SOMEHOW DID NOT TURN OUR THAT WAY TO MANY GAMES PLAYED MUCH DECEPTION
AND SO I BECKON I HURT YOU MORE THAN THOSE BEFORE FOR WHAT ITS WORTH SORRY IT TURNED OUT THIS WAY I KNOW YOU DID NOT MEAN TO BETRAY NEITHER DID I AT THE END OF THE DAY SO GOOD LUCK TO YOU ON YOUR many journeys with much joy i pray and little worry
aNd fOr wHaT ItS wOrtH I sTIll sEE that
LIttLe GIrL iN tHE MeadOW oF fLOWers sHEs fOREVEr tHERe aNd tHIs mY dEAr iS
wHAt mATTErs
lost
between
the echoing moments chime
and my distant wanting mind
for what do we waste so much thought upon
for the fear of vulnerability
at its peek
for have we
left our forgotten
being
wonder if I will ever find peace
love is so simple of a
thing
but it is so desolate in the land of the
chiefs
honestly from this world I long to leave
just wonder why
you cant see me
hELLO gIRLS tAMMI m2003
hELLO gIRLS how did you get
this far and when will the women finally
finally take a seat
hEY cHILD why are you so scared
don’t you care that you hold responsibility
hEY me where did you go I am searching
for you in the dark
hEY yOU here is me
i fin ally
came ar ound can you hear me
hEY i i missed you so much
were you lost or just hIDDEN
hEY mE i am not sure
but rEADY to aDMIT iT
Love a shadow
Of fantastic forces
In battle it wars thus
Of raw sources
Transforming growth METAMORPHIS
Cities universes blessed with curses
igniting emotional torches
Disguised with glory
Fuel and fury
Country prairies
Line the cities
With insecurities
Soring loring
Despite the weather and
And Past regrets for
My self absorbed manner
So sorry it didn’t turn our better
But what really matters
Is I learned so much from you
My sage and my teacher
You are my completer
Part of me for creation
Thus creaters of each other
I am always with you
My lover my brother
Even after all that’s been
forever
mAKE mE wILD aGAIN tAMMI m 2003
june has crept by
with only dreams to comfort me
trapped within the lie of the
partner so called love that
tatters me into a battered heap of
unsure insecurity
I am now sure his one goal
is to break me
like the wild horses in the
calvalry
so now I am wishing you
one I have yet to meet
by my side
sometimes I question this desire
and the validity of my find
he has mixed my mind and
isolated my life
I tried and tried
have to break away
from his lies
so I seek the strength to
find in the thought of you
this loosens his bind
helps me to forget so many
mistakes and slowly rewind
I know the highest prices
I have paid, but they will
not count me so much loss
one day, and I will put
the pain behind
though we have yet to meet
I know you are there
enveloped in my dreams
and a part of me
everywhere as I breathe
I can almost see you as
I turn a corner
or pass a stranger
guess if I stop looking
and start sTANDING
and sTART tRYING
and wALK aWAY
from his disorienting
attempt to brainwash me
and just aDMIT dEFEAT
accept whats been given to me
then I will plant the seed
the vision will manifest in me
becoming more than just a notion
but find symetrical motion
annnnnnnnd
for now I wILL fACE tHE uGLY rEALITY
and find the next door open for me
so to begin a new and free journey
and when I least expect it
I will your glance then
Catch it
And ponder his face ive seen it
But just cant place it
Your kiss so familiar
And the feelings so peculiar
Can this be real
So until
This time it finds
I just know
Somethings
Are
forsight
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